time for blogging... heez...
now very boring... its 1+am and i dunno what to do... normally 2-3am sleep... so now... yup...
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hmmm... dunno what games to play... dota, tower defence, gunbound, maple, audition, worms, mario, miniclip, youtube... all this entertain me while i dun feel like studying or doing nth... now choosing games to play also sian liao la... weird right... choosing games to play also can sian de... i really nth to do!! lol...
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is time to care for others... i not caring enough... haha! thinking back... i was like onli wish people happy birthday or wadever and did not put in effort to buy any gift or make anythings... haha! maybe i should start trying to buy gifts (cheap of course.. no $$ liao...)... yup! every christmas my bro will send christmas card to ALL his secondary, Jc, uni friends... so caring right? dun worry... he's still single... 23yr old onli... XD
his hp number is 96....... jkjk... poor him... all those he like de all dun like him... or not suit him... kk.. stop talking at my bro.. lol!
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oh ya.. abt my dream... that ghosty dream... what god told me is that... i had two choice not to fear of them... one is to do things that what Jesus hate people to do... means to have sins... cuz when u having sins u do not fear anything except god... matthew 12:26... second is having strong trust in Jesus... but the price is great... yup...
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last year... when i stay up late at night... (playing games of course) at the door there usually will hear shoe drop from the stand or something... and someone breathing outside the room... scary right? then now having nightmares.... cool... but thanks god... now dun have nightmares liao la... or weird sounds coming outside the room... now i know why people discourage us(the youth) from watching horrer movie... that's the reason... people can just have sins because of it!
*fear is not come from god*
god create people purely no fear... onli after when people do things which god does not allow... from genesis...
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next! hope i can be a better leader in xile... cuz last year i was like doing not enough or what... having problems with others... not caring enough... bias? or... anyhow do...really truely very sorry for those i hurt... hope this year can help my members in... everything!
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thanks god that duanrui (from my group XD) the newcomer in church had a strong trust in Jesus... read the bible more than i did... having strong religon... is a person i can learn from... hope he can continue having strong trust in Jesus!
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hmmm... its late now... think better going off... next time bored again write 'long' post again... heez... bb!
(i wrote 1 hr... omg...)
